life can be so tough I never thought so. If you think the pregnancy period is tough no you are wrong, thats just a trailor. Actual patience test begins after delivery. Life takes U turn and from carefree life it becomes endless sleepless nights. You find yourself leading same routine with no time for yourself. Navyaa looks so angel while she sleeps but she awakes up always hungry and there she goes uwaaan ……. she cries at the picth of her voice am sure apartment people must be having real tough time dealing with her cries 
All is fine but it is really tough to get at odd hours in night to feed her although love to see the smile on her face after she is done. It gives me immense satisfaction but then if you think its over for this time and lets grab some sleep there she goes Poop and now clean all the mess and top of it that STINKS a lot and here comes a look from her as if saying “DEHKA… don’t mess up with me”
Finally go back and grab sleep of hour or two and then same cycle follows…. but when she smiles while sleeping that is a moment to relish and really feel like looking at her whole night 
such divine smile
Her dad wants to play with her but all the time she is sleeping and when she is awake S is in office…
But it feel so great when I see her feeling comfortable in my lap and looking in my eyes as if she is complaining about other people and then resting her face against mine to get solace
Oh here she cries again … rest I’ll write later
Oh my… that was such a heartening post!
It gives me immense satisfaction but then if you think its over for this time and lets grab some sleep there she goes Poop and now clean all the mess and top of it that STINKS a lot and here comes a look from her as if saying “DEHKA… don’t mess up with me”
But it is these moments which give you a feeling of the sort of you can only have as a mother. Don’t you?