Archive for March, 2008

Moving ahead

Me and baby

life can be so tough I never thought so. If you think the pregnancy  period is tough no you are wrong, thats just a trailor. Actual patience test begins after delivery. Life takes U turn and from carefree life it becomes endless sleepless nights. You find yourself leading same routine with no time for yourself. Navyaa looks so angel while she sleeps but she awakes up always hungry and there she goes uwaaan ……. she cries at the picth of her voice am sure apartment people must be having real tough time dealing with her cries 😀

All is fine but it is really tough to get at odd hours in night to feed her although love to see the smile on her face after she is done. It gives me immense satisfaction but then if you think its over for this time and lets grab some sleep there she goes Poop and now clean all the mess and top of it that STINKS a lot 😀 and here comes a look from her as if saying “DEHKA… don’t mess up with me”

Finally go back  and grab sleep of hour or two and then same cycle follows…. but when she smiles while sleeping that is a moment to relish and really feel like looking at her whole night 🙂 such divine smile

Her dad wants to play with her  but all the time she is sleeping and when she is awake S is in office…

But it feel so great when I see her feeling comfortable in my lap and looking in my eyes as if she is complaining about other people and then resting her face against mine to get solace 🙂

 Oh here she cries again … rest I’ll write later



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Week 36….Final Day

Final day

I never knew my baby will bein so much of hurry that she will come 25 days early. SHe was expected on 23rd of march but baby decided to come on 28th feb itself.

27th Feb: Time 2 p.m.Navyaa our little angel
I was having my lunch and after I finished my lunch I discovered my water bags have brusted, I was still doubtful that this cannot happen to me so rechecked and confirmed yes it has bursted, so rang  S immediately as he was in office that time, he came immediately and I was rushed to hospital without wasting time. My MIL was very scared although we both were calm.

My doc checked me and found I was only 2 cm dilated, she said she will wait till the pains and contractions start so gave me antibodies so that there is no infection to baby. Till 7 p.m I didn’t had any pains so was wondering how long I have to be here, then again doc rechecked me and found I was only 3 cm dilated. That was frustating. Anyways more frustating was that I was not allowed to eat or drink anything not even water, my throat was choked but still no water, then tough life began by 10 p.m. as I started having slow pains but they were deadly, pains were coming every 5 mins and so severe that I was just looking at wall clock all the time that doc will come and recheck and will take me to labour table but no nothing as such was happening and I was dying with pain.
She came by 11 p.m. rechecked and said will wait till morning, I was terrified but have no options, I kept on saying give me pain killer, they did gave me but it was of no use

It was totlly unbearable now without water so I pleaded for water, they gave me few drops to sip and I vomitted
They said this was the reason we were not giving u water 😦
I really felt this is end of my life… am definitly going to die
Anyhow night passed and it was morning 5 a.m. I had a hope now they will take me still same answer we will wait

By the time it was 10 a.m. I almost felt am going to die, seeing my condition S asked doc to give me epidural. Although she was reluctant but then gave me
I was so much releaved and then came my daugther, our little princess NAVYAA JAIN at 10:51 a.m.
Feeling was beyond explantaion when they gave me my daughter to cuddle. I felt all those pains were worth taking for this little bundle of joy. It was a feeling which is beyond explanation. First time to cuddle her, take her in my lap. Put her in my bossom , feel her tiny fingers and when she opened her eyes it was likewhole world was in her eyes only

Now that she is with us still we feel we have not seen her enough and can gaze her for hours and hours.

May god bless her

S wrote a poem for her welcome which I shared in my other blog too…

We are writing this to share
A moment so unique, a feeling so rare

A little cute angle has flown down to earth

From our prayers womb she has taken birth
Who would of thought, to our surprise?
The day we looked in our daughter’s eyes,
That we would find our sunshine, our star, our pearl,
All the thoughts in our head, of this little girl.

You came to us early on the twenty eighth of February,

She was supposed to come later, but she was in a little hurry .

We did not realize the moment, ’till the moment she was placed inside of our hands.
And it was at that split moment,

When she opened her eyes,

her true identity was no longer disguised.

As the lights glistened, in her beautiful eyes,

Inside we slowly started to cry.

We were given an angel, from heavens’ above, the final test as a man and wife,

A little girl to love and cherish for life.
Anjan and Sachin Bhandari (Mom and Dad)

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